Yesterday started out a beautiful day here in town, a day where I'd probably spend sitting in the house with windows wide open, relaxing and waiting for the kids to get out of school so we could go do something fun.
But it wasn't like any other beautiful day because I was on my way to San Francisco to help out with the Show It crew as they setup for their San Francisco conference during their freedom tour. I'll put a link to the site here if you're interested in their other stops -- definitely worth the $50 just to have some one-on-one time with their tech guys.
I got into SF around 2 and found my way to the hall (not an easy task I might add, and definitely don't always trust those google maps to get you to the right place, or else you may end up hit by a bus - right DJ ;) But I got there, and jumped right in. Straight away I meet Kevin and Stephen. Kevin is the super hero support stud for Show it and Stephen is Stephen Knuth wedding photographer from San Diego, Ca. (I'd post a link to Kevin, but um...I can't seem to find him anywhere. Kevin, are you on facebook? Twitter??)
Kevin was great. At first, when I first meet these guys they're not all like 'hey, I'm Kevin, the super hero support stud from Show It' and 'Hi, I'm Stephen, you know, Stephen Knuth wedding photographer you saw a few weeks ago on the [b]school study hall' ... But they are! And once my mind started working (I did have a 4 hour drive to SF, apparently it was still in drive mode at the time!) I realized I knew 'Kevin' from Show It Live webinars I listen to while I edit. What a guy. So knowledgeable. If I ever have questions about Show It, I know he's the guy to ask. And Stephen. Well, duh. After seeing his full name during his talk, I realized where I had seen him before. Again. Duh. ;) When the speakers had finished I made my way back over to the thirst relief booth to laugh at myself, how I recognized him from the webinar. I never even asked him at first when we were setting up if he was a photographer, or to make matters worse if he was speaking that night. He is super friendly, and was super helpful with his suggestions and tips when I talked to him after the conference as we were taking down the Thirst Relief booth together. You can find more info on him here. He was so real I know if I ever had any other questions I'd definitely go to him and ask - thanks again, I'm so happy we met!
I think that's what I loved the most about this conference...is that I made the most of my time in SF by helping out. I involved myself and was able to take away so much more than just paying $50 bucks, showing up sitting, watching, listening, writing down a few notes saying my thank you's and leaving. I know Kevin was so appreciative for my help, and the rest of the 'sherpas' who helped, but let's be honest...it was great and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. Everyone was so kind and I hope I was able to walk out of there that night having made a few new friends that I wouldn't have ever made if it wasn't for me stepping outside of my box and doing something new. Try new and uncomfortable. I highly recommend it. Because if you don't, I honestly don't know how you're going to grow as a photographer. Or a person for that matter. You'll remain stagnant. And Stagnant is just not good.
So anyways....I have had this 'I'm starting to feel like a stalker' feeling when I think about saying hi to Jasmin 'one more time' at another conference she's speaking at (let's see...I've been at this for about 7 months and I've seen her a...3 times :) So this time around, I was NOT going to be that fan AGAIN. I wanted to have a different connection, like real person to real person. And OMG when I saw her and she actually recognized me.... (okay, okay...sounding a little stalker-ish...LOL!!) that totally made my night :)
And here I'm being honest AGAIN...I so wanted to send her a note saying stupid things like 'oh jasmin thank you for being such an inspiration...oh jasmin thank you for coming out even if you didn't feel well'...but again, sounding a little stalker-ish to me so I will not be doing that). But what I can do is this, put it on my blog and say thank you. About 7 months ago when I came to a fork in the road of life where I turned left and continued onto to school to be an RN or took the right path (dark, narrow, kind of scary road) to photography, I was fortunate enough to have found a few really fabulous role models. Jasmin Star is one of them. She has been an inspiration, someone to look up to. She is truly original and unique. I think the reason she resonates within so many newbies is that there is a piece of them inside what she has done, who she is...it's a powerful to feel connected to another person and she has done that, made a connection with so many photographers. So thank you again for sharing yourself with us. I know that was not the last conference I will see you at, and truly look forward to the next time we meet.
Speaking of me being a stalker...Jessica Claire spoke last night too. Now I have to just say right away, this girl talks fast! Whew! I actually knew this from attending the Escalate conference, so I had come prepared. No, I did not record her and boy oh boy, I did NOT try to write anything down...I just sat and LISTENED. She's been at this pro photographer game for a long time and is a been there..done that..learned from it..and moved on kind of girl -- she knows who she is, what she wants and gives excellent advice and direction during her lectures. I wish wish wish I could summarize what she had to talk about. But it's nearly impossible. Not that it was hard to follow, but I took something away maybe not very few people took. At least not my version. Because depending on where you are with your life, in the career we call 'photography' you will hear things differently. Jessica reaffirmed to me that i own the buisness and it doesn't own me! Up until just last week I had been nonstop 24 hours/7 days a week working on or towards SOMETHING. I guess I was worried if I slowed down, took a breath, relaxed for a minute I might miss the boat to success! So I stopped. In fact, I took two days off. OMG I did. Yes I DID! And guess what? Nothing bad happened. Yes, I swear this is true. I didn't miss anything photography related. So yes, I took what Jessica had to say about structure in your life maybe differently than others because that topic just seem to resonant within me so much at this time in my life. Thank you Jessica. You had no idea how much I needed that reaffirmation. Truly a blessing :)
I have, from the beginning, set goals for myself (thank you Mary Marantz for this piece of advice!) in my journal. My last biggie was to be published, and well my friends...you know we've reached that one just last month! (although I'll be working on having weddings published soon enough :) My next goal is to be a lot more involved with something of this magnitude (the actual Show It Freedom tour). I'm not sure how or when it will happen, but it will. I did a little reading in Stephen's blog and just two years ago he attended this same conference and two years later there he is, a speaker representing @actionrunner and @thirstrelief. Wow!
To wrap things up, I'm posting the shots of the night. I'm thinking i'm looking a little caricature-ish :) And holy cow, that flash was bright! But so happy to have these images to share.

Me & Jessica Claire --- Jasmin Star & Me!
Thank you so much for the experience Show It. I wish everyone on the tour nothing but the best. What an amazing day I had spent with lovely people who one day, I'd love to see again.
Love,
Tammie